Hmmm where should I begin? Before I get all hopelessly romantic I have to say "ni mun lian ga 38 po tsai gan ma!?" refering to bathing together at least 10 years ago & "ben dan! ben dan! wu lan mai ban dan mo" refering to the last few train rides... and of course there will be more to come in the future! HAR har Har hAr...

Last night I was watching sex and the city and I realized the theme of that episode is exactly the question I have in mind right now. I guess you don't have to be over 30 and single to wonder about the possibility of finding true love, or better yet does true love exist? And of course that's not really on my mind 24/7, I only think about it 12/7, whenever the sun's down and the moon's up. Now aside from that subject, I have to say today is such a beautiful day! I finished my last academic paper (18 pages long, oh my~!) and turned it in today. And as I was sitting there on campus waiting for my friend, I realized that I don't really care that I am leaving the school. I don't feel attached, as a matter of fact I don't think I ever viewed myself as a part of UCI. I felt like a ghost just sitting there, observing the people walking pass by... thinking to them I look perfectly normal just like another UCI student (freshman even), sitting there with my pants rolled up half way leaning back trying to get some tan... perfectly clueless and is simply trying to get pass another school day. But seriously, that's all I ever did, trying to get pass to the best of my ability yet looking back I feel like I didn't really accomplish anything! As I was sitting there I wondered, "so this is the school I attended for four years? Ha, what a joke..."-- nothing special, just another UC system. I thought to myself, if I attended another school such as UCLA, or Berkeley, would I feel any differently than I do now? Probably. Then my friend came, and as we were walking towards the parking lot I saw so many "teenage dragon flies"! I call them teenagers because they are still pretty tiny, shorter, smaller... very cute! That totally made my day~~~!! The last time I saw so many dragon flies (the sky was covered by them) was when I graduated from kindergarden, I was like what, 5 yr old! I think this means I am finally graduating or at least getting closer to being completely done with school, for now. But yes, dragon flies... what more can I say... they are sexy!