Is it silly to be infatuated over a person b/c of a simple profile? Yeah a bit huh? But what's more harmless than that? I mean this is better than to put yourself out there and then get hurt, have your heart broken into pieces and then get stepped on! Yeah I know, a bit dramatic not to mention too pessimistic. But gees, better safe than sorry. Anyway, why am I up? Why why why? For one that's b/c my roommate isn't here and I can take advantage of his absence and two, my hair's still wet and I am giving myself a facial. Yes, a facial... I'm a simple gal with simple needs... I can do these stupid girly shit alone, w/o the help of other more equipped and knowledgeable girlfriends of mine... or so I think. I believe the facial mask has been on my face just a bit too long but it's okay, I'll consider this preventive care--- gotta tighten that face up while it is still workable. I don't see how those women can go and get a needle stuck in their faces just to get rid of a few lines, I mean come on, sometimes a wrinkle or two can be beautiful.... rigggghhhhttttttt, who am I kidding?

So I feel very productive today. I printed out my final paper, I started a paragraph or two on my final project. I drafted some preliminary concept and did a quick sketch. Then later on at home (instead of clubbing, which is now 'unusual') I cleaned. I really wanted to vacuum too but the neighbors might not appreciate the noise so late at night. I fixed the sofa /chair covering, cleaned the counter top / sink / table, rearranged some decorative pieces and then cleaned the whole bathroom. I FEEL GOOD! And Levi also got a pedicure from me the lovely one, and now he's waiting patiently underneath the table for me to wrap things up. Seriously with my obsessive personality, I still can't stop thinking of how GREAT and perfect the apt would be if I could just vacuum tonight! F!!! I have an issue. I almost want to ask my roommate to vacuum (yes just once) but you know what, I rather do it myself. Again, OCD. Some ppl have ADD, I have OCD...

Alright. Tomorrow I gotta wake up early, vacuum (see again, obsessed!), maybe go pick up my Architectural desktop from Joe then head back home. Got a friend-date tomorrow!! How exciting! The art festival / performance... NICE! It's about time I go and learn something new, get acquainted with the artist community.... hahahah I'm retarded. Oh yeah, MUST work on business card and obviously, my project over the weekend. I'm so dead... I can't believe I still haven't finished my project.

Hmmmm what else.. oh parents coming saturday... and have a class from 10-4 this saturday... no good no good. Crazy, I'm stressed.