Some people swim, some people drawn, some people chill at the kids pool. And some, enjoy the jacuzzi. So papa is coming for shoe show again this year, I am going to go! I don't care but I am gonna try to go.... I wish my cousin Grace can come with my dad so we can party in Vegas.. wow imagine that.. that would be so F-ing fun! I can just imagine the two of us strolling down the streets singing "blue moon" except this time I can be even louder and crazier since no one will look at me funny... it's vegas! Oh man.. we can totally walk around the shoe show and laugh at every single thing, make fun of this design, make fun of that... run around looking and checking out people. Of course we would probably try and get some shoes... flirt here and there maybe... or probably not. I really can't wait, I hope she can make it this time... it's been years since we last seen each other.... I MISS HER!!!! aye... she's like my happy pill... I get so happy and crazy around her, and I think that's the side of me that's dying to come out... to be silly and goofy and just like a little kid again. IT's always so fun when she's around, everything in life just seem that much better, nothing is depressing, everything can be viewed as a joke... nothing to worry or cry or get mad about, it's all just... fun. Man.... she's like my natural drug! I can just be easy going, happy, smiling, friendly, all the good stuff basically when we are around each other.... I think its about time she comes around here... it has really been TOO long.

:) Oh and she can see LEVI! and FRED!! hahaha.. :D