Can it be worse? A building, then just a space in a building, then out on the street with a tent maybe? Just wondering, can it get worse?

I feel powerful and wonderful b/c I feel alive. Can't believe just a few days ago I was wearing thick layers with gloves, socks, and sleepers in the house and still feel like I was in Amsterdam out on the street in the cold freezing wind. Your body temperature cannot be messed with and if it is broken please have it fix, you don't want your body to be off balanced b/c your head will be off balanced for a while, just like how I am now--- still fucking rambling and out of whack. I am sleepy... not sure why I am blogging... there's something I need to write about but I just can't get my thoughts together... incoherent as usual, as usual.