irked.
- I cannot be "on" at all time, especially when I'm fucking exhausted and when work consisted of a lot of standing in a long period of time in 3" heels. Also, it's labor intensive; not only do I have to be creative with my layouts (in what appears to be a none creative way), I also had to make sure from a technical standpoint everything is executed flawlessly. I'm beyond tired, I just want to lay here and sleep if I can. My fingers hurt, my whole body aches, and I have no patience... my patience jumped out of 16th floor at work today and I'm left w/o any.
- Joyce's bridal shower is coming up... what to get her? Seriously I thought I would have this weekend all to myself; me, myself and I; but once again I'm wrong. I JUST WANT A FREE WEEKEND W/O HAVING TO BE SOMEWHERE! I cannot wait until winter vacation. I cannot wait until I see Grace, and I cannot wait to laugh all day and night like an idiot and laugh for no good reason at all. I just want to relax, so far I haven't been able to relax and I desperately need MY TIME. I just want to lay there peacefully and read all the books that I want to read- fiction preferably... none-interior design none-architectural related, but just something interesting and out of this world. Anyway, again, what to get Joyce? What the hell do ppl do at bridal showers? And the f up part is I won't even be able to attend her wedding!!!! Oh wellz, at least I'll see her on her honeymoon.... but seriously, who goes to Taiwan for honeymoon?
- Ex boss, Kitty House Boss called today. Long story short, she wants to hook me up with her nephew because she thinks I am a good candidate for him both personally and professionally. Apparently he works for a huge furniture company and travels a lot, and could use some help........ RIGHT..... i'm glad she always thinks of me, even though it has been 5 years? Wow... come to think of it, I'm pretty lucky, this must mean I've done something right... otherwise why would any of my ex employers want to keep in touch with me and continue to think of me when job opportunities arise. Hmmmmmmm.... I hope I'll continue to do what's right and work smart. But anyway, she kept pushing for a meeting... aye... gees.... too bad, too late... I don't mind making friends or to meet strictly for professional reasons, but I honestly don't want to deal with these kind of situations. Referrals are good, professionally, but in my private life I prefer to keep it PRIVATE.
- overall annoyed. I'm just tired. I have so much crap to do... getting closer to one of the major milestones but until then, can't relax. Just have to suck it up and keep going!
- F those for getting on my nerve. Heh, feels good to say that.