biting the blue pen until I can't leave anymore visible teeth marks... is this a sign of frustration? boredom? anger? irritation? what is it? I never bite on pen caps or anything before I started work... this must be work related. Or maybe I am just developing this strange oral fixation and anytime I feel stressed this is how I cope with my feelings. Oh and who the F took my bluetooth? That's been bothering me for a while now too... maybe I am paranoid but the timing is just.... hmmmmmm Or did I take it off and put it somewhere? but where? HEheheheheheheeehhe FOUND IT! After seconds of digging I realized i put it back into the box... oh me such an idiot. Tomorrow is v-day, Jon's mom's b-day and an old old long time no see/talk friend's b-day. I don't know but I feel kind of bad that I haven't kept in touch with him. He was a pretty cool guy, sort of like a big bro but I don't know, I guess time has changed, there were circumstances that prevented us from keeping in touch... and quite honestly I am not sure if I care to keep in touch? Is this mean of me? Or I am just being brutally honest? I am sure I speak for many of us who knows him and I believe we probably all feel this way to a certain degree. I guess sometimes people just grow apart, and there's nothing you can do to bring them closer together again. It's a linear time line, sort of hard to go backwards and try to make up the lost time, the lost opportunities-- if those events didn't take place then, I wonder if he would someone other than who he is now. FOr better or worse? No idea. Anyway, 2 min till running out of work... getting ready~!