I always find this pretty soothing; listening to Zeze Gongaza late at night and blogging, helps.... it helps me clear my mind before I go to bed. The music might sound depressing to some but to me it's just so peaceful-- in a language that I cannot understand which leaves room for (mis)interpretation... but isn't it true, the less you know the more beautiful it may be. Ignorance is bliss... sometimes.

Just spoke with K and I feel awful for her. I think if I were to find out that my old employer is going around disclosing personal information or telling lies, I would be pissed too. The worst thing someone can do in my opinion is if people say something that's not true, about me. If a person makes an accurate accusation or comment then fine, I can accept no matter how horrible the comments may be. However, if a person is going around telling lies then that's completely unacceptable to me--- that would push me over the edge. I value honesty and integrity, and I honestly don't see how a person can be that ruthless and that unprofessional, that immature, that FUCKED UP to go around and tell lies in order to protect her own ass. She's obviously insecure but gees, I never expected her to stoop down to that level.... poor K who has to deal with this kind of crap once again. Man I wish she can find just close that chapter and move on, and find a peace of mind. As for her old employer I wish she will soon learn the consequence of behaving so unethically. What a Bitch... and man I've never used the word with such seriousness, but she is the definition of a bitch...

alright too sleepy to be angry about things. I hope K is okay. Things will only get better, or I hope.