May 1, 2005

Is it full moon tonight? I've been having really weird conversations the whole night! One after another... I don't know what's going on? What's wrong with these ppl? All I can do is laugh... laugh laugh laugh. Laughing is usually my best defense mechanism when I don't know what the hell to say.

First there was z, but not too weird since I'm used to the jokes. Then there was a, whom I haven't talked to for a while but just talked about random shit, found out he was talking to some old college dormmates of mine about me. Then that random phone call from j... someone I barely knew and man, it turned out to be the weirdest conversation of all. Oh not to mention d called earlier in the day too... out of all ppl he called me? so with j... what in the fucking world... talking about whether he should wait for me and about marriage.. WTF?! I barely know the guy! Crazy!!! Then s called so freaking late to have late night dinner.. UH NO! Then the on line conversations I have with cousin G and M and J... weird... all the old ppl I haven't talked to or seen in a while all sort of showed up today and some of my closest friends are all having... very similar relationship prob lets just put it that way. Triangles anyone?

Anyway... weird ass night. but I'm glad I got something out of the way, set the record straight hehe.

Weird... like someone said, when it rains, it pours.