sitting at home on a Friday night, NICE. I actually enjoy it, being all alone w/o any noise other than my pencil sharpener... the most annoying sound of all. And of course, Levi's incessant MEOWs, I think his stomach is really an endless hole, an eating machine that's what I call it.

I think I enjoy this break, yup I call this a break, a break from people a break from partying a break from walking around in the club among strangers. When was the last time I stayed in on a Friday night? I can't recall. I feel a bit uneasy, but I think that's b/c I don't want to continue with my project after I have just finished one drawing. I need a tiny break, a tiny tiny one. Yeah I seem to need lots of breaks. Maybe I should start working on my other project which is technically due Monday but luckily, the teacher is one very understanding woman-- she had pushed the due date back by a month. LUCKY US!

Anyway... roommate and friends went out to this cafe club do do or something... I want to say that it sounds like fun but who am I kidding. It sounds like crap... I could be wrong but I don't plan on surrounding myself with ppl that I don't really care for tonight. Only thursday nights I suppose.

Hmmm and family's coming, soon, in July sometimes. Bro gotta go for an interview, good for him. I hope he gets accepted into this one. I mean at least it is in California right? Wow, it's weird, how would it be to see my family in the US? I know it sounds strange but really... it is weird. I'm used to seeing them in Asia, I hardly see them here and when they are here, what do we do anyway? It's like wow they are in my world, my territory. Does that mean I could be myself more? I tend to change and mold myself to them when they are around... why can't I just be me?

alright. I think I've had enough of my tiny break. time to finish my project.
for the night that is... impossible to finish the whole thing today.