oh another day wasted... I can't focus. Maybe I work better under stress? Maybe I work better when I know I have no choice but to sit and draw? I don't know. Ahhhh I am stressed though, but why am I not working on things?
However I am making sure I do get my scholarship application filled out. And I am making sure I go for my interview on Thursday with Hirsch Bedner (oh thank goodness they contacted me), and I'm making sure I get some of my other projects out of the way first (for ex, lighting design project-- consider it done).
So the great news about the internship is, if I do get it, it is sooooo close to where I live! Mapquest says 2 min!!! 2 MIN!!!!! hahahahaha awesome. Exactly what I needed, almost meant to be but don't want to jinx myself. With that in mind, I have to do research on the company, I have to prepare myself, clean up my portfolio, and make sure I look damn presentable that day because I want to look personable but sharp at the same time. Ahhhhh it has been a while since I've been on any interviews and frankly I never got nervous before (except that one time with Dlink...), but this time around I am feeling a bit anxious. Anxiety could be a positive thing sometimes so lets hope this is one of those times when anxiety will produce good results.
Hmmmmm and another thing, I've decided to take summer off and travel. I am determined to go check out Shanghai and Beijing and hopefully Tibet as well. Just some of the things that I've been wanting to do and I think this is the time for me to do it. I mean if all things work out and I get a job here, that means no traveling for a while. If things don't work out yet I still get one year of practical training here, then that still means no traveling for me. If all don't work, and I decide to move back to Asia permanently, well then it is definitely wiser for me to check out the locations first before I decide where exactly do I want to work at (HK, Shanghai, Beijing, Singapore, Taiwan?). Not to mention that I do want to go and check out the place, and I hope I will have some time to produce some drawing for the place before they start doing any construction and... I think this is just a good opportunity for me to take a break. Considering that I will be interning (I hope) and schooling for next quarter, I would love to have a break after that. The question is do I just want to travel, or do I want to intern as well during summer? And if so, where? Dunno this is all starting to sound quite exciting for me but I know I gotta start writing things down, and really plan for it accordingly as soon as I Figure out my time / scheduling.
Alright. I drank coffee, and I can feel it working in my body which means I better start working. I WANNA GET SOME SHIT DONE TONIGHT!!! U CAN DO IT U CAN DO IT!!! :D