shit. this is scary. I just searched for jobs on line (for the hell of it) to see what's out there. I typed in entry level, california and NY, for the field of architecture and engineering: 1 result. 2 relavant results; centex home is looking for a drafter and lamps plus is looking for an interior designer. This is rediculous! This isn't my future is it? There's just no good openings out there! I looked for jobs under many other categories and same thing, nothing appealing! This is crazy!!!

ahhh stressing me out really. not to mention tomorrow i have an appt with counselor for an internship. what if no one is looking for interns? what if there's nothing!?

i'm nervous, and scared. this is stressful.