I'm in a horrible mood... just moody in general. Actually I feel better now that I had some "Original Cheesecake" and "Tiramisu Cheesecake" from the cheesecake factory. I also made some English Breakfast Latte at home to go with the cheesecake, everyone in the family had some, it was sooooo good. I think I just needed something sweet today to make up for my crappy mood, dunno what's bothering me but I'm sure it has to do with the accident I got into last night.

I took a good look at my car today, and I'm just a bit irritated about having to deal with this extra crap. My bumper on the left side came off b.c he was trying to avoid a direct impact by swerving towards the right, and the result of that is scratches on right bumper and the left side of it just popped out! Overall I must say the car was built pretty well but I think I absorbed a lot of the impact too... I feel this stuffiness, this tension in my neck and shoulder area, that's my weak spot to begin with and now this? I must not forget how lucky I am though b/c I could have been the one in trouble right now worrying about shit had I not stopped in time, but overall I am mindful of the fact that this is truly no one's fault, except I can't help but feel bitchy and annoyed with the aftermath. So tomorrow I have to go get an estimate, go to the chiropractor if possible (arghh I hate hate hate to deal with medical insurance, doctors, etc...) and then go to school early to get my traveling document signed. Arghh I guess i can't help but feel angry about something, yet I feel even worse for that guy who hit me...

Ahhh overall I just need to get over this crappiness, afraid to tell my dad b/c he'll be even more worried. Don't want to make them worry... arghhh so shitty. I can't help but think whether this was meant to happen, like once and for all type of deal--- I will probably have better luck for the next year. Technically this is still the year of the monkey right? Then if it is it really isn't that bad for me, I've already avoided a lot of extremely bad things so conclusion? I"M SO FUCKING LUCKY!! :)

heh, time to go measure my uncle's office.

what a day. I wanted to go to SD but decided to stay home b/c I wanted to spend more time with bellie, to go snowboarding, etc. D.K and I were supposed to drive up later to meet them and just hang out but not actually snowboard however we never made it b/c we both fell back asleep and didn't wake up until later. Later meaning close to 2 pm. So what do we do? We went shopping. It was 2 other girls, me, + D.K... and yes we took our sweet time and visited almost every store, I pretty much finished shopping for the ladies of my life and I still need to buy few more presents. Sometimes I wonder why I even buy these presents, I mean wouldn't a card suffice? But Everytime I walk around I would find something they like... I typically know what ppl like based on observation, and I like to get ppl things that they would truly enjoy instead of getting any o random gift that they might not appreciate. So I guess in the end if they are happy I'm happy too... the prob is I don't have too much money this year to get everyone a gift, I really want to b/c I love it when i see them all surprised and happy when they receive the gift that they've been wishing, wanting, waiting for. However I can't say I feel that way often, I don't really feel ppl know what I like or what I want... do I not make comments enough on a daily basis or do ppl just not pay attention? Either way I've had fun shopping but I'm dead tired from walking around, and I'm sure my account has lost some weight... :P I guess I will not be spending much on myself from now on, I mean come to think of it I think I've spent enough on myself lately so it's time I put a stop to that. Hmmmmm... I don't really need anything, I've got almost everything!

So after shopping, met up with everyone else, had a really good Korean BBQ dinner... not a meat lover but did enjoy the dinner tonight. Then we all decided to go to Sallie's to chill for the night... n that's when I got rear ended on the way up to her house on Hacienda Rd. The good thing was right after I got rear ended, pulled over, just as I was worried about what to do next I see my friend Sam walk down towards me-- it was just perfect timing! J.K and Sam drove by and saw me, stopped to come and help me out! It was like angels sent from above or something... dunno I can't deny that I've been depressed and moody ever since the accident but deep down I'm just really happy that ppl came to the rescue in time, and feeling rather lucky that I'm not the one who rear ended someone else. I mean when you think about it it is really no one else's fault! Who knew ppl in front would came to a sudden complete stop, I'm sure if anyone had the choice he wouldn't purposely run into me, I mean who would wanna go through that crap right? but I do feel a bit sore and this tension in my neck and my right shoulder... it's like the old problem came right back after the sudden impact... it sux to have this issue really, and I think that's why I'm feeling shitty and pissy again.

I feel bad for that guy, his car was in a much worse condition than mine, not to mention it wasn't even his car it was his sister's... can you imagine how pissed the sister would be? Poor girl... my car seemed okay from the surface, but ppl tell me they are sure I would have to replace the bar... whatever you call it. It had few scratches but no dent really... now I am just thankful for my car, Nissan, built to last! :) I love more car more than ever now... I think I will always buy a Nissan from now on, I wouldn't want any other car.

So yeah, what a day, feeling like shit, but feeling pretty damn lucky at the same time, weird combination. I just hope there's no serious issue with my neck/shoulder, b/c I really don't wanna file for a claim or anything, I just wanna get things settled and squared away... hope that guy won't be in too much trouble and I hope he has money to just pay up for whatever that needs to be covered, don't wanna get anymore parties involved. I'm so tired now-- don't ever really wanna drive again. Now I feel pretty paranoid driving and I get nervous when ppl are really close behind me... but what can I do? Just gotta get over it.

>:P what a weird day, really...