awww. Talked to bro on line and he said he held a baby tiger... size of Levi. And they went to the beach, etc. Well... I suppose the pool at LA MANOR isn't that bad...
I want to take a trip. T.N. shared with me that Dominican Republic is quite affordable and fun, something like $1100 or $1200 for 7 days 6 nights flight included!! Wow, I should look into it. At a 5 star brand new hotel too! By the beach!!! If that's really the case then I'll forget about Bali for a while and consider that instead. Anywhere sounds good right now, I just want to take a vacation. I love my classes but I WANT A VACATION. This is a sign... a sign that if I DON"T TAKE A VACATION SOON I WILL BURN OUT AND END UP HATING SCHOOL. I can't believe I expressed an interested in that PR/WEB board member role even after I read the requirement/expectation. First of all I hate writing. I mean... aside from this personal mind dumping irrelevant writing I really do, HATE WRITING. Plus, I'm already getting tired of school and feeling reluctant to make any kind of commitment towards anything, how is it that I would consider taking on a role that I ... might not be able to commit to 100%? I don't know what I'm doing all I know is if I give up on the position w/o even trying I will regret it. It's such an amazing opportunity, a great great opportunity for me to network and just add another "experience" to my resume so logically speaking, I KNOW I CANNOT GIVE UP. However, the truth is I'm really not willing to allocate my time for that kind of activities, I just want to sit on my ass and do nothing if I can...
dad's right, there's no stupid ppl just lazy ppl. And attitude determines everything, if I already have this kind of attitude now, how can I expect myself to achieve great things? F it, I made the right decision. Just have to suck it up and do it--- IF she still considers me for the position that is. If she doesn't, I can understand, my fault for responding to the email so late... shame on me.
Arghh....
conflict...
three floor plans. some more pages to read. need to make some minor modification to resume AGAIN and write a brief on myself and my experience... sh*t, that shouldn't take too long considering my lack of experience. Arghh.... why do I feel so annoyed and stressed already? It's only the third week of school! Maybe I should sleep early and at least get myself back onto a normal sleeping schedule... crike, why do I feel cranky?
F....