today it was surprisingly a busy day for me-- I can smell the troubles coming. I wonder if they teach you at business schools that do not take things personally because people are bound to get mad at you, especially if you are their point of contact and if you continue to be the one who gives bad news. Well I should be getting used to that by now-- bad news? I will be the messenger, good news? Sure but I should wait to double check, to speak too soon is like suicide-- you throw yourself into a position where people can pick on you and give you shit, about the delay after delay just because you've given them hope when you really shouldn't have. Ah wellz, whateverz....

I finally got my digicam and I am a happy girl. I love taking pictures of just about anything, anyone-- took it to work and took picture of co- workers, took it into the backyard at home and took pictures of our trees, flowers... took some of my dad's friends who came to do tax and of course took some of Jon, and me me me. How can I resist! I finally have a camera and I can play with all the different effects!! So exciting!!! Oh I think my next subjects are my cats, Fred's dog, and maybe the sky when it clears up. Also tried the short film, filmed J.W. showing off his newly developed muscles... I'd say lets wait a couple more months to see if there's really any significant result ( >:D) Camera doesn't lie! (yes I really gained weight too... aye)

Alright. I am tired, tomorrow is another battle and I need my beauty rest so I can fight out possible pissed off people... har har har, I DON"T GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE!