classmate said she's psychologically finished with school --- i concur. I think many of us are psychologically, emotionally, mentally, whatever you want to call it, finished with school. I can't get myself to work on anything else anymore. I just want to sleep. I mean, the thought of doing any kind of school work just makes me sleepy.

as for work... I don't know, I think my strength is really in something else--- I get to redesign, which isn't that much of a design or responsibility, the treatment rooms in the spa yet suddenly I feel stuck. I have a mental block for some reason-- just nothing looked right to me. I am supposed to get it done by Wednesday so I thought I should take it home, think about it, etc. Well I did take it home. Didn't really do much about it... did think about it on the back of my mind and frankly I still feel stuck. I think mainly it's because I don't know enough about spas (right, ironically).... I don't really know what they need? I mean storage for oils, etc.... hot cold stones? What else? I just.... in my opinion the best place is the most simple --- where everything's hidden. But... aye... dunno I am given restrictions since we probably don't want to redesign the cabinetry too much, want to keep to the existing style... but that's what's bothering me. I don't really like the existing per-se.... aye... I guess I should just make minimal change, keep it simple. Otherwise.... dunno I feel very talent-less if I can't even get this simple project done... it is seriously a source of stress, which is very silly.

Aye, in any case.... I am loosing motivation. I think I'm tired. I guess I don't have a good reason to be but I feel very tired. right now I'm really tired. I think I want to sleep --- and it is only 11:24..... wow.... what's wrong with me?

F it. worry about the HW and work tomorrow. tonight i'm resting. shutting the brain down!!