Alright I realized how weird that whole message sound. Now that I got an hour left to randomly blog I will take full advantage of it. I really dislike monday-- mainly because I have to deal with that annoying three way conference call that never fails to stress me out. These little red dots are resurfacing again... it's like a monthly ritual except it is reoccuring in less than a month.
Work is okay... don't know how long I can stand listening to that girl laugh outloud when I am sitting just few seats away with nothing to laugh about. Maybe I need to sit here and laugh for no reason, to light up my work life. To annoy others who also have nothing to laugh about. OKay you cynical bitch, lighten up!
Damn... 30 more minutes left and what I am doing? Sitting here bitching? Let me talk about something positive and fun--- So as I was thinking, what's the point of back tracking? If the end result of that is the same as not moving at all? Sometimes by going back you find clues you've never seen before and they can lead you to unexpected places, however if by moving backwards only create no real progress then why do it?
And what is the point really, to set yourself up for disappointment (okay this isn't exactly a positive idea)? Might as well don't expect, and just take things as they come... or if they don't come then take that as a possibility as well. Sometimes not receiving something is better than receiving anything at all--- at least you are well aware of the end result since there's nothing new! Forget it... sad monday creates sad thoughts... at least Ana is around here today... looking forward to see her TONIGHT!! =)

Hello hello, I miss you! I couldn't get through to you for the past three days, those horrible three days.... Aye. But now everything is fine, you are here at my fingertips... it's ALL good now!! ;P

I wanted to say something in the past few days but I didn't get a chance to, you see, I was wondering if my little brother misses me at all? I mean goodness when I used to fly back yearly while he was still young and cute and fat, he used to sit so close to me, he would just lay on my shoulder in the car ride back home from the airport, he would lay on my lap... he would always wanted to share a bed with me.. we seemed so close then. Now I ask him whether he misses me or not... "kind of". It's like he can go without me and if this time drags on longer I doubt he will ever think of me in the future! At least me sis is well aware of my existence on the other side of the world, what about my bro? I mean does the only person that exist in his immediate world is his gf now? When will I ever get a chance to meet him and HER? Goodness...

They are thinking of sending him here to go to a private school for a better term--lack of choice, but then what? I mean for some reason I am really biased towards students who attend private schools, I don't hold too high of an opinion on them... aye.. I swear whatever I said or thought always come right back to me.. this karma thing never seem to let me off the loop.

Alright.. time to eat with ANA!! yay!