so tired. but, i do need to start this unwind, unplug process once again. I had a crazy dream this morning, not sure what to make of it.... bro, his gf, Tony, Levi, and a spirit who might have been my mom...

just like my life right now... a bit messy. Well I call it the process, in the process of filing for freedom, in the process of re-introducing and establishing myself at work, in the process of uprooting my so called home and move into my new house thanks to very good parents, in the process of finding time to study and unfortunately, so far that hasn't happened much. And of course, in the process of becoming a wife, a real wife. There's so much going on and I am trying my best to wrap my sharp (or not so sharp lately) mind around everything w/o loosing balance. But I am tired. I am extremely tired.

In the process of loosing a friend, or is this just temporary? Who knows, but sometimes you have to learn when to let go, and what to let go. Aye, I'm too tired for this.

Night.