i found them! finally... except i cannot sign in. i forgot all my username password etc... there must be a better way in keep track of all these random journals etc. i find pleasure in recounting the old days by reading some of my thoughts and comments (or mostly criticisms)... i think i need to get back into the habit of "downloading". serious.. i haven't downloaded much lately... haven't downloaded much consistently... this change in behavior is caused by excessive work hrs, very little time to eat, rest, unwind, shower and sleep.... if i don't download at home, vent to others whenever possible, i think i might just blow up at work when it is probably, not the best thing to do.

i've lost my temper before at work, i have no prob with direct confrontations. i especially don't have a prob speaking my mind and letting ppl know how dumb they are when i feel like i have every reason and every right to. i read my old blog's profile, under dislikes i put "ppl with no common sense". honestly, that's what it all comes down to... ppl with no common sense and who are indecisive and those that b/c of their inability to think quick and logically, effectively, ended up costing me time etc.... are simply not tolerated by me....

DON'T WASTE MY TIME
DON'T PUSH MY LIMIT
DON'T IRRITATE ME
DON'T SHOW YOUR RETARDED FACE IN FRONT OF ME
DON'T LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE A DUMB AND INSINCERE PERSON...

DON'T FUCKING GET ON MY NERVES!

seriously, just don't. life would be better... really, trust me on that.