Sitting in the middle of this mess, I actually feel quite comfortable & at ease. I look around me and nothing is in place, everything is scattered around, coexisting quite oddly but they managed to fit into one single space-- sharing this space used to be a problem for me. It used to be very hard for me to be among this mess and not be bothered by it... now I actually find it comforting, to be in this busy setting. THis is weird, what used to drive me crazy is now what makes me happy and calm... I will miss this, when I can't come back to it anymore.

Fridays company dinner, was great, was something totally different than work-- went solo after all because all the couples were "married couple". I really enjoyed it, being among co-workers who I might become friends with, to share stories and laughter with... instead of stress and complaints-- love it.

Watching Meet Joe Black. strange story... like it.