Things that I recommend-- Kookoon and arts and craft. I seem to have an expensive taste, I have an eye for high quality products that are rare or very limited, if not unique. And I happen to be a very cheap person too, I don't consider myself a generous person and the only time I would be giving and kind is when it comes to dinner time. Whenever food is involved, that's when I'm most willing to splurge (or when it comes to spending money on family, that's when I feel no amount would be too great as long as it is for family). I'm happy to say that I haven't lost my discipline and self control when it comes to money mgmt, though it sure feels like it considering the amount of $ I spent on my bed but... what can I say I'll be enjoying my sleep every night for the rest of my life as long as those blankets stay in shape. Anyway, what really drives me nuts is when I have to spend a huge amount of money when it is least expected, for example, the damn ticket I got few weeks ago is going to cost me $780. WHAT FOR! FOR MAKING A LEFT TURN WHEN IT ISN"T ALLOWED? WHAT THE FUCK, IS IT THAT SERIOUS? I can't believe how expensive it is for a ticket like that... I want to fight it, and I'm gonna fight it until I loose 10 lbs over that crap. It is just frustrating to deal with this kind of hapless matter, first of all I did not see the sign I've never seen that sign there before. Second of all I feel like the amount is not justifiable for the mistake I made (is it b/c I didn't show my proof of insurance? I have it!!) I just don't understand why that ticket would cost me that much! I can't afford it... my dad already called to yell at me (sort of) and my uncle just said "you go figure it out when you come back, you have to pay by Feb xxxx". Arghhhhh I DON"T HAVE THAT KIND OF MONEY! AND WHO IS GOING TO PAY FOR MY CAR (from that stupid accident when I got rear ended?) WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE CAN GET AWAY WITH CRAP THEY"VE DONE BUT I CAN"T GET AWAY WITH A SIMPLE LEFT TURN WHEN I"M SURE MOST PPL HAVE MADE THAT SAME MISTAKE!!! THEY CAN GET AWAY WITH NOT PAYING THEIR PREMIUM YET I HAVE TO PAY FOR EVERY LITTLE MISTAKE I"VE MADE!? I DON"T HAVE THE MONEY!!!! AT least not yet, not my own... gotta give me at least 2 months to make that up.... WAHHHHHHHH this really sux! But if by paying I'm canceling out all the remaining bad luck for the up coming year, THEN FINE! I'll just eat 1 dollar tacos EVERYDAY until I'm done paying for that stupid ticket! Not to mention my credit card bill.... arghhhh. WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME OH WHY OH WHY!
Ah, over dramatic. but it is a lot of money... I must be insane to pay that much. I feel like going crazy if anything... i'm lucky I'm in Taiwan right now so I can temporarily forget about that $&^(@&$ but eventually I'll have to deal with it... forget about $1.00 tacos, I'll eat can soup/corn and raman... and I'm not driving ever again unless I absolutely have to!!! arghhhhhh so angry with myself.
Other than that, I'm looking forward to my dad n sis coming back, it should be fun. N NO MORE CAR ACCIDENTS/TICKETS/DRIVING (or CAR) RELATED ISSUES FOR ME!!! >:(