i know i shouldn't even be watching TV or be taking any kind of a break ESPECIALLY after I saw what was expected of us today--- okay maybe not expected of us but my goodness! Why didn't we learn how to walk right before we start running? GOSH I wish I had that class first.

Rendering has always been a difficult thing for me, when I color in my drawings I always feel like i'm a 5 year old doing coloring book, flat single dimension colors. Not to mention my quartzite floor looks more like mosaic tiles in odd funky colors... and man, only 6 days left before it is due? Before all 10 boards or more is due? FUCK!!!! I've only completed three boards, THREE out of TEN. Gosh I wanna kick myself in the Arse.

aye. okay. new strategy today-- instead of staying up late and just do work I will go to bed early (to avoid getting headaches again tomorrow) and just wake up early, and do my best tomorrow... tomorrow DAY TIME.

alright. gonna sleep after top chef, my new favorite show :)