tired. but that feels good... knowing that I finished one of the items that's due Monday. and i like the fact that i can accomplish the task in a relatively short time... not too bad. i like knowing that i can not only meet my own time line, but i can come way under the projected time. hmmmmm :)

last night was a blast. i miss hanging out with the girls like that, where everyone's on the same page in terms of attitude and mindset-- we were just out to have fun w/o any other expectation. it's nice to know that others are still out and about and even if we are really done with that whole scene, when we want to come out of our shells, that scene still exists. it feels good to know that there are still activities going on when and if we feel like participating. it feels good to know that the girls are still down to party even though we are all attached. it is comforting to know that we can still do it-- that we won't fall asleep at 11 and that we can still dance and walk around in high heels w/o falling over. well the truth is we aren't that young anymore... our metabolism has slowed down drastically... we probably can't do this as (or don't want to) often as we did before... and maybe that sometimes even going out would require a lot of push and pull.... but IT SURE FEELS GREAT WHEN WE ARE FINALLY OUT, FINALLY, ALL TOGETHER (except Mrs. A.D.L.R) DANCING, LAUGHING, AND JUST HAVING A GREAT TIME. Seriously... we need to do this once a month, it feels liberating and it makes us feel alive again! Well, it sure made me feel alive again, that i'm not just working, homeworking, driving around wasting time away in traffic, blogging.... it's nice to know that I can still dance with the gals and feel like I'm working out w/o going into a gym. I think dancing used to be my outlet, and now that i haven't danced (tango, club, whatsoever) in a while... I guess it just felt great to really let loose and just get lost in the music, on the dance floor, with the girls.

alright. now time to sleep. i think i've had enough fun for the week and tomorrow i'll be doing some more work. final's on wednesday... crap.... still so much left to do. so much left so much left......

also... i'm still waiting.. i'm waiting for something great to happen. i hope it happens. i really hope it happens..... i hope my dreams wont fail me , b/c now it's the time they should be as accurate as they possibly could be.