June 7, 2007

"if you can't even please urself, then how can u expect others to please u?"

heheehehehe, that applies to soooooo much in life! hehehehehehe aye, whenever grace and I get together and talk, we come up with the best conversations. man miss her, and lucky her, some beach resort in Malaysia next week? Freaking jealous! Hope she'll have a fun and SAFE trip. And take loads of pics.... gotta live vicariously through someone.....................

anyway, signed the offer, returned it today. after a night of feeling bitter at the calculator and knowing that math is math... I gave up feeling annoyed. Because come to think of it, in the grand scheme of things, in the long run in the overall picture, I've done pretty darn well for myself... now I call that "sexy". Shoot I imagined myself doing well, I told myself I cannot fail, and I PLANNED to do everything I did, but seriously, no plan can be carried out and executed this well if it wasn't for luck. I AM ONE LUCKY LUCKY PERSON! I still feel very lucky to have had the opportunities I've had, at the given time. Seriously it couldn't have worked out any better than this, and I am very very very happy n thankful for everything that has happened so far. Extremely glad.... and once again, "that's damn sexy". ^_^

alright. as sexy and as awesome as it turned out, I do have to learn to sleep earlier, adjust my schedule, so on and so forth. A lot of things (great things) are happening and I'm looking forward to all the transitions and changes.... just hope all will continue to go smoothly and will turn out well. FINGERS crossed! But I believe things will work out well.... bc I sure will try my best and put my best foot forward at EVERYTHING. I want EVERYTHING to work, and not only work, but work out beyond expectation ......

:) Alright. sleep first. dream later