one more thing. dream speaks loud and clear, i know I've made the right decision. Oh, lagos are great gifts for kids. So glad my parents got my lagos instead of stupid barbie dolls... they are the building blocks of my future... heh... hehe.

I'm such an idiot. really, but I'm a lucky idiot. Maybe I was too nervous about the project that's due on Wednesday therefore I was too tired to really pay attention to anything else, but I just found out in class today that I was supposed to turn in a brief 1 page paper about why I did my project the way I did along with my design... I'm pretty sure I am not going to get a good grade this time... I literally had to get a piece of paper from this kind lady named Robin, and write up my one page right there while the professor was having a brief discussion with ppl about how "difficult or not" this project is. I had to sneak up there after the class was over to attach my 1 page to the back of my design... I'm pretty sure my paper made no sense and I know I would have done a much better job had I known earlier. But oh wellz, at least I attached something with it, I'm one lucky bitch. I just wish I had read my instructions more carefully... oh wellz glad that's over and done with.

But I'm proud of myself, I created a little schedule for myself today and I followed it closely. Except I still have a stupid project due tomorrow and I haven't even started. I just can sit down and draw anymore! I'm tired, I am wasting time, trying to figure out an even easier way to manufacture the design... what kind of material? what size? blah blah blah... I'm exhausted, I want to sleep and wrap myself up in my blankets and just dream! What to do what to do? My schedule's all screwed up... arghh

Oh onto something better, should I go to Singapore? Will Grace take me to lesbian bars? hehehe... but isn't that too much flying in 3 weeks? I think I need to accept it, I will always be packing and unpacking, if allowed, I should buy two of everything I have, just throw one set into the suitcase and leave it there and take it with me whenever I need to travel. I can just keep swapping... heh, keep one set here one set in Taiwan or something... arghh i'm so sleepy, now I'm just not making any sense and is this how it feels to be on drug? heh.. hehe.... ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz

k. i give up. i sleep n risk not waking up .... aiya, retard