how do I let ppl know that I just wanna be friends. see i never had prob doing that before since I'm not into games, blah blah... but nowadays, at this age, dating is gaming and I'm not that good at it. I suppose I could become somewhat good at it but it's too tiring, it takes too much energy out of me. I just wanna cut through the chase and be like look i totally like you I get along with you but that's that. No more no less...
aye.. stupid issue really. the thing that's stressing me out the most right now is my stupid ass final projects. or just one-- the color theory one. I really wanna pay someone to paint my color chips for me b/c frankly, I've had enough of painting and I'm starting to not give a crap about whether this green looks more blue or more yellow... whether it is too low or too high in value, or whether it is neutral... seriously I just need to get an A... ah.. yeah.. I suppose I just have to sit myself down and paint patiently. Patience, is something I can't buy, can I?
see so far I've totally enjoyed all my classes, for one b/c I'm learning something great and new and two, I'm somewhat good at it. But I don't know how I'm gonna feel going into my third quarter without a break in between---it is almost more tiring than work. It's this mental pressure of having to constantly absorb something new, then to create something new all within a very short time frame. It's weekly... maybe this is training the brain to work quicker, to come up with something great all the time and to keep it moving, to keep it from breaking down. But 4 classes? no break? no breathing room? I really don't know how I feel about that, right now I already feel like I need a vacation... some time to not have to draw or to saw or to paint. Luckly two out of four classes will be more academic-like, like reading and memorizing and writing... errr what am I saying, I hate writing!!! I take sawing anyday over writing!!!
Alright. I'm tired. I did get some shit done today so I'm happy. Tomorrow I do grocery shop and I will finish my material presentation board, plus some painting.
:)