just looked through all the wedding pictures again... why did I hide behind the column when Nicole threw the bouquet? Most girls rushed up to get it yet me and the girls totally stepped away from it. Me, I simply hid from it...

I'm so tired. I still have a headache. Still irritated about Friday night, and now I don't even feel like going to class or doing any homework. What's wrong with me? I've lost my drive for the week b/c I'm consumed by anger... what is a better alternative to let my anger out w/o getting violent? I need to know the answer quick.

Gonna nap again. I'm too fucking tired for this shit.