Okay maybe I overreacted yesterday, but the potential for my program to end up a failure is still there. It is beyond frustration that I am talking about here... when I think of work, it is like PMS + frustration + anger + irritation... I try to think of this as another lesson in EQ101, breath in and breath out, cuss a little, and back to work. Or cuss a lot, whatever fits at the time.

HIgh blood pressure I feel, is something I need to start watching out for. Otherwise it is going to turn into heart problems, and eventually heartattacks since it runs in the family.. arghhh it is so not worth it to get such serious health issue over work! Blehhh.... done bitching.