HAR HAR HAR HAR HAR!!

Done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As far as I'm concerned.... I AM DONE!!!

I'm going to miss design classes, I'm going to miss this crazy anything goes design process, I'm going to miss being a student, but I SURE WON'T MISS STAYING UP LATE AT ODD HOURS FOR 8 DAYS STRAIGHT. 8 DAYS! That's more than a week! hahaha.... k going crazy!

And man I am hungry! In any other situation I would feel damn sexy with this flat stomach but not so much now... right now I feel ... hunger. I feel ... emptiness. I feel ... like I just lost my mind. And I feel ... don't want to jinx myself but I feel like I have a pretty good shot at winning ... well ... I HOPE. Stay hopeful ... and even if I don't win, I'm pretty happy with my final project. This final piece... the last student work I'll ever do and perhaps I should be scared, but I'm not. Like what Florence was saying, this could be a scary thought -- what if we don't find a job? What if this is our last design, ever? What if we get sent back to HK, Taiwan or something ... what if what if what if ..... well IF that happens, then I'll cry first, then say fuck it, and make it work! Right now I still can't fully relax and think that I have a job offer... until I get an official FULL TIME offer letter and a renegotiated salary, with benefits, and of course a H1B visa, I can't let my guards down. Always always prepare for everything, for every possible situation but ALWAYS keep a positive outlook. THINK positive, and ACT positive... like what dad says, ATTITUDE DETERMINES EVERYTHING. Okay, maybe not everything, but it sure affects many things.

So ..... THINK GOOD THOUGHTS. THINK WINNING. THINK BIG, but act with caution. THINK GRAND, but proceed with well thought out plan.

Alright... enough is enough. What I can't get enough of now, is some sleep. Unfortunately, tomorrow, I got phase II to finish.

I BETTER WIN! I WANT TO WIN! I AM GOING TO WIN! (really, please, i hope.... )