Can I do it? I think I can... Can I?

Sure it is different than work but... shouldn't I at least give it a shot before I decide? But knowing me if I go ahead with it I'll stick with it b/c I hate not following through, hate to disappoint myself, I like to prove myself wrong since I'm my own worst enemy. $&*%^*#%??? That sounds retarded. But it's true! I know this is different than taking 20 units back in college or different than being in charge of few accounts at the same time, but it can't be that much more difficult, can it?

Lets see, the last HW for one class took a total of 17 hrs. The HW that was due today took a total of 8, 9 hrs including time spent working in class. Additional drawing exercises for the same class takes an average of 1-2 hrs depending on the drawing exercise... that's on average hmmmm 10+ hr for that class per week. For another class, I ususally take about 2 hrs to complete each assignment, not too bad. For lecture, well dunno, 3 projects total, so far they seemed "okay" but it requires me to visit exhibits, running from location to location. I wish I had signed up for 4 classes this quarter instead...


But next quarter, that's a whole different story. 3 classes, all studio classes-- a friend already warned me not to take more than what's required! She has two kids I don't, she has a family to take care of and I don't. So does that mean I can assume I will have more time to do the homework or should I scratch that idea? Should I? I'm indecisive... but I'm already stressed now with the amount of drawing I have to do and I feel like I don't have enough time, but how is that possible? I must be crazy, or just lazy... but shit, I need time to eat, sleep, drive and shower too.