SICK, sick to my stomach thinking about it. Wondering eyes, fucking look at me, my EYES when I talk to you about the damn bluetooth device label because YOUR ASS is exactly the reason why I will be getting SHIT in the next hour or so, if not that soon then in the next day or two. Disgusted, to have someone who's so blatantly checking you out right in front of your face! When you are talking to him too!! It's like gees do you think I can't see you? Are you trying to make me feel uncomfortable because hey you've succeeded in doing so, now I just want to disappear in front of your face leave you searching for my ASS. Gosh... only if there's a law that permits girls to go carve out perverts' eyes... because the first chance I get I would just take my plastic knife (company supply~ :D ) and stick it into his eyes... or stick it into his big O beer belly! Man... And for everyone else out there, yes I am a very violent person, don't push the wrong nerve because who knows what I'll do. Ah who am I kidding, all I can do is make up stories in my head, plot out the murder scenes, contemplate my moves, then play the images over and over in my mind for my enjoyment. For example last night I just laid there thinking how nice it would be if I can push some girl down the stairs... but then I don't really want her to die so I had to rethink over my "dream sequence" and imagine how it would be if I can just punch her in the face, kick her in the stomach, step on her neck, bend her back far enough to break her spine... okay so she still gets hurt pretty badly to a point that her life could be in danger in my fantasy, but that's okay, it's harmless because it's only my imagination. However, I do tend to dream up some pretty real stuff, what I wish comes true, what I want I do get... hmmm does that mean she will really fall down the stairs n it would have nothing to do with me? Ah how nice. Just kidding... JUST PLAYING~! ;> I want world peace and happiness-- no falling down stairs cracking neck bones bleeding all over the concrete, nope nope, just flowers, sunshine and dragon flies..... Oh and lots of food, music and dancing. Good enough, good enough.