hmmm. I want to learn how to cook. actually... just the beef noodle soup. I want to learn how to make one thing really well so I can make it for myself any time w/o driving all the way out to rowland heights for some crappy expensive bowl of soup that tastes like shit. in fact, I want to learn how to make all the traditional taiwanese dishes that we eat for different holidays and celebration, I think I should really sit my aunt down one day and just steal her secrets. I realized I can't depend on restaurants for the rest of my life, and cooking could be fun I suppose. It's like design, and the show TOP Chef has really inspired me. EXCEPT... I don't have those Kenmore appliances and I really know nothing when it comes to cooking. Aye... pretty pathetic. If my mom was still alive I wonder if I would turn out differently? Would she teach me? But then again, my s mom tried to teach me and... yeah.... I guess I should really pay attention from now on. I give myself 2 years to become a great cook, I'll be 27/28 and ready for marriage! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I crack myself up. So rediculous of me...

Anyway class... arghh class.... I can't stop dreaming about my projects. I think it's a good thing except I feel restless and tired at the same time. I mean honestly I rather dream about something else, b/c I'm constantly thinking about the project during waking hrs I really don't need to, or want to deal with it when I sleep. I rather dream of something pleasant... heh.

aye. now I'm just arguing with daesun about dreams and my ability to predict things. Gosh he's such a skeptic. arghhh