Once again I felt frustrated by my inability to succeed on first try. I know most people would think that I'm being too harsh on myself but it's true, only I know perfectly well why I failed the first time. The reason is so simple-- I basically procrastinated and did not put enough thought and effort into the design when I drew it. I was so tired, so lazy, so uninspired. I knew my concept, I knew the feel I wanted, but in terms of putting it down on paper and making it come to life, well that's a different story. I guess I need to refine it more, I need to bring in some focus and some more attention to detail, to the overall idea. This always happens, I have no problem coming up with a concept but I always have a problem following through, thoroughly that is. Well hopefully I'll be able to get most of it done, and done it right, prior to next monday... and the difficult part of it all is I know my other homework that's due this thursday will require me at least, AT LEAST 6 hrs... F. I don't really have much time I feel... tomorrow night I have the teacher/parents conference to attend at 7, then saturday I have the open house to attend... hmmm that leaves me some time tomorrow after I get the set of drawings copied to do HW, then some time wednesday.... and some time on Thursday before 4 pm. I suppose I have the whole Friday day to redo my resort lobby and then some additional time on Sunday to finalize it. Arghhhhhh I better start researching now. Researching some more that is.

Crazy. I miss last quarter how I had a lot of time to goof around... I guess the workload does get heavier and heavier, and I suppose I was meant to work faster and faster but that didn't happen. Aye, this sux!!!!! WHY CAN"T I JUST GET THINGS DONE RIGHT THE FIRST TIME!

>:(

I'm so tired. I think it's time to wash off this crazy facial mask.