k i feel a bit nuts...

just a bit...

lets see.. map to the soul from yesterday actually carries some images that I have on the map to the soul from may '04..... i mean the imagery and general location of these images are pretty darn similar except one! Freaky!!! But now it is obvious to me, what it means.... hmmmmmmm life's gonna be pretty exciting and interesting in 08!! Looking forward to it!

Anyway.. should sleep, but.....

1) too many darn parties / b-day / secret santa crap coming up, this year I've really lost my balance b/c it seems like most of my time have been dedicated to work and I haven't been able to take care of anything else. I mean... so far, haven't bought any gifts at all! How crappy is that? Now I gotta find time to go buy something for everyone including friend's b-day and secret santa. ...... okay... seriously, new year's resolution is " Put LIFE ABOVE work". OR, at least achieve a balance again (precisely, my map to the soul thing appears disoriented, chaotic, no balance whatsoever..... what a mess)

2) need to find time to clean. I finally cleaned... after weeks.. now that's just sick. I have bills to pay, apt to clean, dishes to wash, cat to feed, clothes to put away.... I mean once again, what does this mean? It means I have no life no time only work. PATHETIC!

3) Trip coming up, super excited, and a bit distressed.... i mean... brand new experience really... what to do huh?
4) work.. well lets see, I work way too much and get paid way too little. hoping that will change, it should be an inverse relationship, how about work normal hrs but get paid more!! I am totally reasonable, I think the # i have in my mind is totally reasonable...... I will get that number. I hope. I will. Or else I prepare resume and start a new life elsewhere....

aye... i'm freaking hyper, damn tea.... i should sleep. MORE work tomorrow, ha, yay, how exciting.