December 27, 2005

I grew one cm! I was 165 and now I am 166 cm. I cannot wait until I go and fix my back for two more times!! I wish to see how tall I can really be? Even if I'm just 167 that'll be good enough for me.
ohhh my goodness... it freaking hurts. I DIDN"T KNOW it would hurt this much!!! But I think it will be better, my back will be straighter and I CAN finally breath properly!

seriously after he cracked my back my neck I could actually breath! I never knew that my breathing was limited and affected by my scoliosis until now, I can breath so much better and the air just smells fresher! So does that mean for the past 10 years or so I haven't been breathing as well as I should? Is this how others feel? Is this how they breath? Wow I feel like there's always so many wonders and miracles here in Taiwan and everytime I come back I'm like an old run down car getting a major maintenance--- I feel new again!

Anyway, the work was pretty interesting today, to actually see walls getting knocked down, tiles knocked out, etc. Measuring the place wasn't hard because it was such a tiny space but it was also such an akward space. Imagine a tri-level floor combination in a high rise where you think you are getting more useable space by dividing the floor this way, but in reality you are just creating few segmented spaces that are almost good for nothing. I can see the potential, except the budget given is extremely low! They plan on dividing the budget of only 1,000,000 NT into demolition, construction, interior design, material, and furnishing... what the fuck... and I learned today that probably only 50 designers in Taiwan get to charge consultation and design fee--- and these are top nutch designers. All I have to say is, I think I'm better off in the States, work wise that is until I'm ready to come here with a beautiful report card which will allow me to demand for the respect and reward that I think I deserve. Oh wellz, I just have to wait and see but man... today's quite an interesting day.

I really enjoy this, I am sure of it.
Anyway, I should really go and take a shower or bath, my left shoulder and neck hurts, my stomach is acting up... and I'm just too tired to stay up any longer. Tomorrow will be another eventful day I think. awwww stomach hurts.....