officially 1 year-- last year June 27 I got you know what. I've been bittered for a year now it is time to let go, to stop. So today, I'm a brand new person!!! HAHAHAHA. Okay, time to eat.

ah, my nights and days alike, busy. I know it sounds almost rediculous to say that I am busy when I am obviously sitting here doing nothing but blogging. I'm addicted to this, not because I have nothing else better to do but because I rather sit here alone and indulge in my own mental distress. I feel dirty and unkept, but I don't care. This is technically the last day of my mini break before summer quarter starts. It already started, except I only have classes on Tuesdays and Wednesdays. I hate my schedule this quarter-- History again on Tuesdays instead, 1-4 pm, and surface material class on wednesday 9:30-12:30, then AutoCAD wednesdays from 7-10pm. FUCKING ANNOYING. Yes... I have some anger mgmt issue this week. Every little thing annoys me. I don't feel like talking to some people, I don't feel like picking up calls and I don't feel like meeting up with anyone. I like my peace and quiet.

I think the whole paper and project due the 11th, the week that my parents arrive, is what's causing this mental distress. I don't want to do it, I keep putting it off, and I know if I don't start something soon I'll regret it later. So what did I do? I did some research. Yup... I know... I can technically get a lot of them done today but it's so hard to push myself forward and just start the damn homework. I'm irritated, I want to go cut my hair or something.

Maybe I should take a shower... maybe I should start reading the articles and do the research so I know what to write. Maybe I should just take a break this summer and work full time (where?!). Maybe I just want to kick someone and yell at them for no reason to let my anger out... maybe I am just sexually frustrated.

Whatever, I got bunch of shit to do. And I don't feel like doing any of them. ANd I specifically don't feel like going back to LA... I wish I can bring Levi back here.