okay so i called in sick today, I knew they would be pissed, but what can I do? I had one more sick day left, I was hung over, and I just got the period, and I have been sleepy as hell. On top of that my stomach just felt weird, and I threw up the night before..... all in all I was sick and I COULD GIVE 2 SHITS about work being mad at me. And yes I found out that the PM said that lately i seem like I am in my own little world... in other words yes my heart's not all here and I just wanna go on my vacation. I need my vacation... I desperately need to get away for a bit.....

I am however, a bit surprised at Steven's gesture. He bought a dvd for each of us, like his individualized way of speaking to us saying that he does pay attention... or something. to be honest I was surprised and touched, and was rethinking my attitude towards the company HOWEVER, after today, after hearing that they were upset with me for calling in sick... then u know what, whatever sympathy or whatever I had towards the firm is once again gone!

I think it's time I look for something else.....

cannot wait to travel to taiwan. first time flying with a loved one... hmmmm I really hope we get to sit together and I am really excited. I really hope this trip will be a new turning point and I look forward to what's coming. Seriously life is really great, no complaints no regrets and even with work, all good experience.

STill, looking for change! FOR POSITIVE CHANGE!