I WILL PASS IT THE FIRST TIME!

i will pass it the first time, i have to, i have no choice. I thought the only consequence would be an extra $300.00 but noooo, this is more serious than wasting money. This is going to affect my chances of ever earning a LEED A.P. title... gosh darn it. Anyway I have 11 days left before I will pass this incredibly hard test THE FIRST TRY. Yes I am gonna brainwash myself and hope that WISHFUL thinking will come in handy right now, in this crucial moment, believing is everythihng. Of course, studying is everything tooooo....

So I am finally studying here @ it's a grind and while I am aware that I am not studying at this moment, but I will con't in a sec, after I brain dump. Ever since I began studying for LEED I've been getting so many inquiries and "good luck" encouragement from strangers. Wherever I go, on the MAX in Portland, on the airplane, @ Its a Grind. I have managed to inform 4 strangers now about what LEED is, and importance of LEED, etc. I mean I should just get a point for being a spokesperson for LEED. hahaha anyway... but if I read the signs carefully (yes, signs in the air!), tihs is the right thing to do, the right direction to go in, and I should be able to do well. People have been encouraging me in their very simple way, "good luck with your test!" "good luck in your aspiration!". That's really all I need, these very simple very kind support from strangers. I already gotten so many good luck, I must pass right?

Of course, I will continue to study, but their kind words make studying that much easier and that much more meaningful. I am one lucky person... its so great to get that many ppl interested in what I am doing even if they don't really fully understand it. This is awesome.

Alright. Stop distracting myself. I will continue to study. I am going to ace this f'ing test! ON THE FIRST TRY!

LEED A.P. I AM GONNA GET YA!