don't peal your scar on your nose when it isn't completely healed. Let it sit and look ugly, because the ugliness is much more tolerable than the pain from the fresh, pink skin exposed to air, not to mention the germs in the air... k going a bit too far. bottom line, it hurts. I have a bad habit of picking scars on my forehead, nose, wherever whenever I am sitting in meetings or talking to boss... basically when I have to do something I don't want to do, when I hear news that require some action followed by listening is usually what triggers my scar picking pealing exercise, as if by pealing away these unwanted dead tissue I can pick away the damn problem from work. Disgusting I know, painful I know, stupid I know, but I can't help it. So if you see me with bunch of red dots or marks on my face, you'd know shit's happening at work.

This week I have a huge red mark on my nose, some red dots on my forehead, two black bags under my forever tired eyes, pale skin and pale lips. DO I LOOK SICK ENOUGH? HOW COME NO ONE IS ASKING ME TO GO HOME AND REST? COME ON PEOPLE! BE MORE OBSERVANT AND HAVE SOME SYMPATHY! MAKE ME GO HOME N REST PLEASE!!! DO I HAVE TO DO EVERYTHING MYSELF?

so Pa & Ma went around in a city tour (in a car) yesterday in NY before they flew back to Taipei Taiwan (the beautiful home..I miss you~), not sure what my point is but I guess it was nice to get a call from them while I was not feeling so good. It's nice to depend on someone i suppose...