don't want to go to work tomorrow.... don't want to deal with women. I miss dealing with dumb men only... hehehe.... >:(

i'm tired.
i had a very very weird dream ...

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too tired to think or function.
f i better sleep...

ahhh I've been so selfish! I've been wasting all my "hopes and wishes" on myself and have neglected my sis! Okay seriously I really really hope that she can get into the School of Visual Arts as well as NYC. I hope she can get into all the remaining schools because she deserves a chance to come here, and fulfill her dream. This is her life long dream! She's been wanting to come here since she was a lil girl yet she has been stuck in Taiwan until now. Finally there's a chance, a reason for her to come here so please please let the next letter be an acceptance letter. Let there be good news from this point on. She deserves it, she's worked quite hard for it and although we joke about her having the best luck, but it's really more than that. She has worked really hard, and she is talented. I hope someone will recognize her talent and her potential... I hope all the schools will see that so she can have options. Man how cool would it be to have all of us here in the States! I can visit her, vice versa. So yes, I hope and wish that she will get her acceptance letters soon!!!! I hope she gets into SVA and NYC.

Anyway... so the latest breaking news over the weekend (n in the last 5 minutes).... a friend is pregnant. not that close with her, she's actually a friend's sister... my age, pregnant. not married, not sure if she's engaged... but regardless.... i'm shocked. but I'm glad she's keeping the baby, the baby will be very adorable i think... and I hope a wedding is in their near future and i hope they will have a happy marriage. And then... the second shocking news... and this is really shocking b/c it came from an elementary school friend..... IS PLANNING ON PROPOSING TO HIS GF! Man.... i mean... he was going to on his trip over the new years but unfortunately the travel agency went bankrupted and took all their money! What the heck... so now his perfect proposal had to be postponed... poor guy. Either way... okay I've officially entered into the time of "ohhh one by one is getting married or knocked up around me". I won't panic yet.... or I'll try not to. Okay.. this is crazy, the longer i stay on line, the more ppl i talk to.. the more surprises...

I best sleep.. no more shocking news for tonight. can't handle it...

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