if i can buy this place (where I live now) I would. I know it isn't the best neighborhood and it isn't the cleanest or moderately new in any way (in fact, it is pretty old), but something about this apartment that I like. I can just imagine how I would redo the place, seal up the door to Peter's room and open it up somewhere else. Recrete the whole space and provide a new feel. I think I like the idea that even though it looks like shit from the outside, inside it would be a completely different environment that screams modern classicism. Either way, I just love the idea of living alone, here. I don't want to move anymore, so tired of moving. I just know I wouldn't want to move again until I'm done with the program... that's to say the least.

Anyway, I think I'm ready for something real and something substantial. I have all these ideas but no outlet... aye. maybe I've been watching too much HGTV, even reruns because I've been up so late for the past two nights.

Okay I'm ready to sleep. I'm more than ready, I'm already asleep as I type... bleh

shoot... planned procrastination doesn't work. it's 3 am already! Two nights in a row!!! Arghhhh!!!!! Anyway. I just realized I have another assignment due tomorrow night, crap, why why why do I do this to myself I must be stupid!

okay. another stupid thing, forgot to bring my facial products back... no moisturizer, eye cream, facial soap... F !!!

alright, I'm typing none-sense. I'm just tired and I need to type something else and do something else prior to going to bed, otherwise I'll dream of writing my paper/essay the whole night like I did last night, except last night I was assembling and rearranging my presentation board the whole time. how annoying, I need a good night's sleep.