November 26, 2002

I was in an exceptional good mood today-- the wind just blows my worries away! Okay no, maybe it's because this week's tuesday's like a thursday and tomorrow will be like a friday for me. Even though today and yesterday's working hrs were probably the longest I've ever had to work but it's okay, I got a great free dinner tonight. I guess I can't complain too much since I seem to get free lunches and dinners here and there... not bad! Today Kenny told me his wife wants me to take them to a club/bar sometimes, she wants to dance... OH GOODNESS! WHAT DO I SAY! It is kind of hard... to party with your boss/wife one night and then work with him the next couple days... how does that work? Seriously... I just want my weekends, my club/bar experience to be as personal as possible-- no boss standing around, no baby sitting his wife... ai-ya... no way!

And so I was told Kocomo will get the job today! Instead of waiting for another two weeks to interview more people, he's decided to take my recommendation since he trusts my judgement... AHhhh I am so happy for her!! But she doesn't know it yet... hahaha.. I wonder... hmmmmmm :) *** She better works her ass off...

Ah, and it is almost thanksgiving... this year I am truly thankful, for this holiday. Without it, today is just another tuesday... without it, there would be no opportunity to do the things I want and relax... very thankful. Speaking of thanksgiving... I should get my aunt something.... what? don't know yet... but I should. And I should call my grandpa to check up on him, I heard he is getting worse, he forgets to take his medicine... and he is still so stubborn... I don't know... I worry but there is nothing I can do about it. Maybe it is worth it to spend an extra thousand dollars for that speedy H1 application so I can go back to Taiwan, and visit him. I need to visit him, I need an extra week if I can go back to Taiwan... there are too many things that I missed and too many things I cannot afford to miss... now come to think of it I haven't been in their lives, the most important years... all I can think of is I can't imagine what would happen if my grandpa can't remember us, or stuff, or loose his ability to function on a daily basis.... I do not and cannot stand another possible sickness/illness....... in the family....... I haven't been a good grand daughter and I don't even know if I can be any better, but I want to.

We will see.. hope things work out. So I can take care of personal issues as well.. family first, all else are secondary.