Weather change, hormone change, what else? I just need a vacation. I'm burnt out. From what? From this fucking annoying schedule!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to fly away to some tropical island and lay on the sand until I can't take the heat, then jump into the ocean until I get sea sick, then jump into the infinity pool with a pool side bar until I get all wrinkled from staying in the water for far too long....

I want a vacation. I want to have free time w/o compromising something else ... this is really getting to me!!!!! I WANT to sleep w/o dreaming of those annoying dreams. I WANT to PLAY... I want to be irresponsible for a lil bit w/o having to deal with the consequences...

what's gotten into me? Do I really need to start taking more Vitamin B's b/c I'm feeling unstable. Damn pms... damn it.

need sleep.

also. want to watch stranger than fiction. I need time for movies. i'm movie deprived... I need my outlet - movies + Tango, must make time for them.