September 6, 2006

aye.
true. late 20's. Not just 20's, but late. Next thing you know it's late 30's... cause u know early 30's will just fly by like it's nothing.... wahhhhhhh I am going to stay at 25. I'm going to stay at 25 until I can proudly admit my age--- meaning until I can look 25 even though I'm much older and that I own my own home, am at a place where I'm happy with career, etc etc. Aye.. took me a while to spell the word "career"... ....... getting pathetic. I better find a job soon, a dream job--- not settling.

I'm at a age that I refuse to settle, if anything, let 26 be the year that I learn the real value of "patience"---- no settling, just... patience. I think like everything else, when the right opportunity comes up, I'll know it. I JUST HOPE THAT IT SHOWS UP SOON! Arghhh...

K. It has been days since I've had a good night's sleep. In fact, I've been working none stop for what seemed like forever. SO TODAY. I will go to sleep before 2. I just hope I can finish the remaining 10% of work in time tomorrow.


F... so much to dump, but so little energy.