i cannot remember the last time I posted anything... what happened to documenting life?
well i am now 27, and on track. I see the world more or less the same except now I'm wiser, I think. engaged, going to be married to the sexiest man in my eyes (aside from takeshi kaneshiro "ahem"). working in a top 10 (or now 11) firm in the architectural industry and hmmmmm, there's more to that. a lot of things happening, a lot to look forward to, a lot to keep me going but also, a lot that's weighing me down.
what i wanted, i got. I'm definitely happy. I have a great family, my sister is now in the states as well and both her and bro are awaiting good news (emphasizing good i hope) from schools. we (the Yens) are looking into buying a home finally, for the possibility of having all three siblings here and then eventually parents, for their occasional vacation. looking forward to a family life, that i have been long dreaming of since i was a kid. wedding @ a gallery, my creation, will come to life and will be minimal with understated sophistication; or at least, that's what I hope to see. health, overall good minus the ear infection that I have inflicted upon myself and the unbearable carpal tunnel. health of family members, good. a bit scared for my grandpa in the later half of 07, but incredibly glad and thankful that he's healthy once again and that he will live a healthier and happy life (forever i hope). levi the cat is now eating regularly, meaning he's on a regulated schedule... dieting is simply not possible. I love my fat, so much.
looking forward to an amazing 08. i will no longer be a single woman, but I will be able to do what I want to do, and will not let anything stop me. job is not ideal, in fact i cannot even describe how f up it is... but perhaps there's hope? i don't know... as tired as i am, from this moment on, i will only focus on the positive, and will work around the negatives. I will, become who i want to be, and i will succeed.
i'm so happy, and thankful, and i'm very very lucky to have the people i have in my life.... extremely lucky.