"Hmmm. yup. this is the life i've always imagined myself living." Yes, as I sat there on the toilet of YardHouse... picking my nose... "yup this is it"
Is this truly the lifestyle that I've pictured for myself? I wrote about this before.. and it's time again to revisit this issue. As you can see lately work has been... been... I don't even know if there are words left to describe it. But really, I've always see myself as this... or that I feel I will be at this chapter of life for a while... this single, after work meet up with friend for dinner, then off to bar for a little drink and more food lifestyle. Yup.. sooner or later I will be old, still single, and fat. I will have a beer belly from drinking beer and eating.
What do I need to do to change this. I think everyone should at least do something they enjoy and love once for themselves before they die. To just enjoy something without worrying about income, such as traveling, eating, playing tennis.. dancing... photography. But I guess all these require some cash to begin with. =/ This sux.
Maybe there's hope-- slowly changing, changes for the better.
started off with today's revenue review meeting.. yeah so what my revenue doesn't even come close to 1 million. more like it doesn't even come close to 200K, but that's okay. At least my Q2's projected revenue is 2 Mil. Hehe... sort of "too optimistic" but whatevers. U see, the idea here is that I am finally learning the art of Business... the art of BS. I don't think this falls into the "changes for the better" category but... it's a change.
Yesterday I took my salsa dance-- it was fun. I realized I can eventually learn all the dances I want in the world if I don't gotta work. I would love to dance all day and night... but why am I talking about dance? I don't know.. probably because it's something that I've been talking about forever and now I am actually doing-- this is changing for better. And oh... might actually go to Vegas next weekend!! Yay! With Jon! yay.. !! Tony will be there too! Yay!! Wow.. I guess if you never do anything, anything you do is something new and exciting... n this I am referring to having done nothing for the past years. BUt it's okay... Vegas here I come! Again!!
K. I am tired as F. BUt.... I had too much fun talking to people on AIM with the little webcam... :) Someone thought I was mad just because I stopped laughing and smiling. Gees... NO. IT IS just my natURAL FACIAL EXPRESSION! I AM NOT FEELING ANYTHING< NOT MAD OR SAD! ARghhh... :P hahahaha.. 99, bye bye.