wow. amazing how it works. I'm super annoyed right now. It's like hormones gone wild. And I can't concentrate on work, I need to find an image but all I can think about is my gmail. Why? B/c it isn't fucking working right now! They are having some sort of server issue... AND I MUST CHECK MY E-MAIL! Bleh. Sux. It is at times like this that my problem--OCD-- becomes apprent. Right... so what do I do? I keep checking random sites just for the hell of it even though what I really want is to check my e-mail!!! Do I do this a lot? Do we all do this? When we can't get what we really want, we find subsitutes?

anyway, I'm super infactuated with this stranger. Yup, based on what little I know of him I'm infactuated. But isn't that how infactuation works? I haven't felt this feeling for a while so we'll see if anything comes to life, right now it's just one sided infactuation and I bet that dude has no idea about it.

in few days, my parents and bro will be here. Wow. How is that going to be? I'm not excited yet, but I think I will be. I'm now open to the new, done with the old.

Sex n city on! YAY... but there's no sex in my city, sigh...