goshhhh I wish I have an engineering background, like a CS degree or an EE degree right now. I hate asking stupid questions especially when I'm playing the "know-how" role 90% of the time. I am so embarrassed, and this is probably the biggest obstacle for me at work. The biggest challenge is that I still cannot say I understand all the processes 100%. I cannot say I understand what each test program is for or what we are to do with these binary codes. I don't even know how to determine whether something is executable and I am just really really embarrassed... I wish I can dig a hole sometimes, especially in those stupid conference calls. (-_-'') Speaking of stupid con-call, I have one in 15 min... >:(

On Sunday I almost bought a rabbit, for $15.00. But some lady got to it before I did... then I saw kittens for $5.00... but I didn't get my approval to buy from roommates. Monday I was in a shitty mood because my trip to Amsterdam wasn't "approved", I had to wait and see. I couldn't wait and see before I started getting angry. And I guess I was too obvious, so Boss asked at the end whether I've been planning for this and he finally said "You know what you gotta do. If you get all the items taken care of then you can go on your vacation"... but my question is, IS IT APPROVED OR NOT? Did he sign the paper or not? Hmm..

Aye. Okay. Gotta go prepare and dig a hole before my meeting... dig dig dig, dig... dig.