August 16, 2005

don't have unprotected sex but do occupy yourself! Right...

i've been loosing my temper so much and I had no idea why. short temper, no patience, eating lots blah blah blah, all the symptoms were there except the timing was just off. I mean there's no way I could be pmsing two weeks ahead of time, and it didn't occur to me that IT could come a week early! The funniest thing is Ana called and asked "are you on it?" because she felt that she was out of whack as well... hehe... I wonder who is throwing who off? Our bodies are dependent on each other, that's a scary thought. I'd like to think mine's affecting hers and not the other way around.. har har har.

this weekend was also a pretty strange weekend, not sure for me or for Ana? I mean it wasn't really strange for me but kinda different. I sat in a BMW convertible... that was definitely something that doesn't happen often and then I witnessed Ana getting picked up on by a beautiful black woman. Heh... HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE. She was weird out, but I had fun, FUN! I mean I guess it's kind of mean to laugh at your friend's misfortune (she got semi-violated) but what can I say, it's finally my turn to laugh at her and her encounter.

what else. saw MUST LOVE DOGS... eh... not my type of movie. It was just not funny... couldn't get into it to begin with, and then when I finally got into it the movie was about to end. Dunno... I think I'll just wait for my DOMINO, THE BOUNTY HAUNTER. Heh. Or... hmmmm what was it that I was waiting for? Can't remember. What is it that I am waiting for? In general? Who? Am I looking and waiting for?

arghhhh I'm digressing again, or am I? Few weeks left until I turn 25. I promised myself that I wouldn't get nervous and panic until I turn 25... now what? I am pushing that number back one year, I am not going to freak out until I turn 26... I dont want to jinx myself or anything but I FEEL that I will meet him, closer to the end of 2005. I FEEL that I'll meet him and just know, vice versa. Ha... right... wishful thinking.

oh wellz. not going to think about that too much, no point in worrying about something that's out of my control. Alright I gotta pay attention to class, few weeks left until I get a one week break then another 12 weeks to go until I leave for Taiwan during winter. CAN'T WAIT!!!