even the waitresses, even the random busboys at panera, the word "wedding" or "engagement" is everywhere today! WHAT"S GOING WRONG? hehehehe... just kidding. But seriously, what's going on? As if I don't have enough to think about...

am I stressed? am I concerned? am I worried? no... not really. am I annoyed? yes a bit. but why? for the most part I'm extremely happy for my ex roommates, especially for J and S, and definitely thrilled for A.D.L.R (R is a new addition), but being surrounded by this many soon to be husband/wife couples suddenly is really a bit strange. This signifies that we are getting older and getting to that stage in life where we can't act like little kids anymore. we can't behave selfishly, or irresponsibly... we need to be grown ups or at least play grown ups... sooner or later we'll find ourselves emailing each other about when to meet at what park to not walk the dogs, but to walk the kids... okay see I'm obviously not ready for that because since when do people walk the kids? Then again, nowadays people don't even walk their stupid little annoying dogs anymore-- they carry them in their tiny LV purse. Lame... small dogs and their owners are lame. If I ever get a small dog, that small dog will have a big dog's personality and mentality, meaning no barking and running around like a headless chicken. And if and when I accidentally step on it while it decides to run around like a dumbass then oh wellz, too bad. Aye, cats are lovely--- I just can't handle annoying dependent emotionally shallow animals... gosh I'm so mean today.

well. enough with my bitchy-ness, too sleepy to be bitchy. heh, this is lame.

oh yeah... have a prediction. x, 12-attempt.