k so I couldn't control myself... I think in the end I still care and am curious to see "wassup" and to share "what's up". I have no self control I admit!

Anyway, I almost killed myself by standing up for 3,4 hrs again drawing... bending over the damn drafting table, diligently erasing the unwanted marks, carefully sliding the rulers back and forth calculating, making lines... I mean I'm happy with the result and the work I've done so far but I don't think I can handle anymore drawing for tonight. I feel like my back my shoulder my feet my legs are going to go on a strike, and quit working on me real soon if I don't give myself a break. Or better yet I should just go to sleep and knock the F out. I think that's what I'll do but I'm too tired to even remove myself from the seat from the computer right now. so I can just sit here and keep typing none sense or I can lean back and shut my eyes... or I can force myself to get up and go upstairs, brush teeth change and sleep... WHICH IS IT? arghhh I'm so tired!!!!

I still love what I do, even though I stopped saying how excited I am about doing what I do... but I love it, I do.